Sunday, September 03, 2006

where to next

i have been sitting around this evening wondering. what comes next? what is important? what might i do with the next ten years, if in fact, there is a next ten years to be had? i suppose that it is fairly common at 49 to be concerned about the life i have lead. mid-life crisis and all that.
after having a good look at my mortality, i find that my motivation right now, is not what you would call strong regarding the prolonging of this existance as it currently is. i am not looking to expire, but i do need a change, a challenge, a passion. far out, i'm bored.
i find myself tired of the same old stuff. trouble is, at 49, the confidence is not high when it comes to change. bugger. i'd hoped for a more settled mid-life. who organised this shit?
it might have been me :-(

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